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i didn't write it just to hope you would read it but feel free if you are bored because i know i am.
empty theatre space
by jozzi
Age: N/A  Sex: F

425 Entries
# Entry Date
1 pretty long, its been too long... sorry. 28/07/2008 06:10 GMT
2 typsie in rivers (cadbury me) 11/07/2008 02:38 GMT
3 little lover heartsssss WARNING: soppy. too long. 02/07/2008 03:38 GMT
4 the jam 02/07/2008 03:32 GMT
5 hopefully not awkward! 27/06/2008 12:48 GMT
6 how many calories should i consume? 23/06/2008 09:06 GMT
7 shusssssh 23/06/2008 02:39 GMT
8 sweaty palms, i dunno... 22/06/2008 07:33 GMT
9 admitting it. 21/06/2008 03:47 GMT
10 sex and the sunny park 15/06/2008 05:33 GMT
11 he's up to something 12/06/2008 04:49 GMT
12 the c word 11/06/2008 12:00 GMT
13 babbles bubbles 09/06/2008 04:14 GMT
14 $98 08/06/2008 05:10 GMT
15 SAY YES SAY NO 07/06/2008 10:24 GMT
16 a little dead. 03/06/2008 01:28 GMT
17 selfish actor 25/05/2008 06:28 GMT
18 stressvomitdistrations 23/05/2008 05:43 GMT
19 Pityriasis rosea 13/05/2008 02:15 GMT
20 blabberings... scungy? 23/04/2008 02:29 GMT
21 i want to tell the world what he can do 14/04/2008 05:04 GMT
22 fatter and lonlier 06/04/2008 05:46 GMT
23 writing overload 01/04/2008 06:24 GMT
24 f*** you jcu! 31/03/2008 11:37 GMT
25 love love me love love me 31/03/2008 07:12 GMT
26 the taste of money is the taste of vomit 13/03/2008 04:52 GMT
27 boring details about my unfair $ 12/03/2008 05:50 GMT
28 i don't even know 11/03/2008 04:23 GMT
29 a few things. 24/02/2008 09:09 GMT
30 N/A 23/02/2008 09:39 GMT
31 habitual love timetable wake up get up go 22/02/2008 12:05 GMT
32 washing machine murder/mum/lighter/vaccum/L/fleas 15/02/2008 04:56 GMT
33 i am insomnia robot 10/02/2008 08:30 GMT
34 just call me homewreaker 05/02/2008 05:32 GMT
35 too long don't bother 02/02/2008 09:57 GMT
36 to everyone <3 17/01/2008 08:01 GMT
37 so much for a day off 15/01/2008 03:03 GMT
38 size f***ing 10 - 5kgs minimum 09/01/2008 06:46 GMT
39 karma? 09/01/2008 03:26 GMT
40 he has the pox 04/01/2008 08:52 GMT
41 just living [i lost my soul] 04/01/2008 02:28 GMT
42 catchup 01/01/2008 05:52 GMT
43 chrissy/wierdladypees@work 28/12/2007 03:19 GMT
44 my sh*tty sh*tty night 22/12/2007 05:48 GMT
45 N/A 20/12/2007 04:42 GMT
46 today at work and a lot of excuses for binging 19/12/2007 05:01 GMT
47 bdguy/mepetty/pressie/taxi 15/12/2007 12:02 GMT
48 crank 09/12/2007 05:14 GMT
49 and i did go nuts 04/12/2007 09:04 GMT
50 update i guess nothing really interesting 04/12/2007 03:37 GMT
51 off talent 25/11/2007 05:52 GMT
52 sick. of. it. 22/11/2007 12:07 GMT
53 training/friendconnect/stressattack/anne/$ 21/11/2007 05:50 GMT
54 i love this Jules! 21/11/2007 05:47 GMT
55 s.a.d./fly fall 17/11/2007 05:42 GMT
56 N/A 16/11/2007 12:01 GMT
57 chocolate f*** a damn/ WARNING bruised VG/apolized 16/11/2007 10:38 GMT
58 big fat rant boring as sh*t 05/11/2007 06:39 GMT
59 N/A 26/10/2007 10:28 GMT
60 work/dog vomit/unemployed/work/bday/taxes 25/10/2007 06:22 GMT
61 they were the best days of my life... gone 23/10/2007 06:59 GMT
62 update of the last week + few days 21/10/2007 11:50 GMT
63 allergy/bite/sting/hyperchondriac? 13/10/2007 03:11 GMT
64 rag spew/ gymnastics/lauz wedding/clothes 2 small 10/10/2007 11:58 GMT
65 f***ing greasy pig. 30/09/2007 06:37 GMT
66 not because i can just because i want 25/09/2007 08:04 GMT
67 update update update update 24/09/2007 05:13 GMT
68 he's coming to see me/mum let me down 14/09/2007 03:32 GMT
69 traitor to myself/"dad"/forgive?/acting/comedy/fat 05/09/2007 07:24 GMT
70 can i play too?? no your annoying! 31/08/2007 07:35 GMT
71 more shifts yayyay/ache for theatre 29/08/2007 07:06 GMT
72 rain rain go away and come back when i'm asleep 28/08/2007 05:47 GMT
73 lost in headspace filled with lust.... 26/08/2007 10:40 GMT
74 deleted entry/update 24/08/2007 06:24 GMT
75 a dream came and left today 17/08/2007 03:56 GMT
76 boxer dog/operation/$1,000/overtime/fatass 09/08/2007 01:51 GMT
77 birthday dinner last night 04/08/2007 10:55 GMT
78 backstabber 03/08/2007 03:19 GMT
79 i. am. sad. 02/08/2007 02:18 GMT
80 stressed on my day offfffffff 29/07/2007 11:59 GMT
81 i wrote back/bdguy/bbfinal 29/07/2007 03:02 GMT
82 stressful morning BD guy 28/07/2007 08:01 GMT
83 energy 25/07/2007 07:50 GMT
84 .....please help me..... 23/07/2007 11:36 GMT
85 a letter from my dad? i don't know what to say... 22/07/2007 11:42 GMT
86 weekend starts monday/weird dreams/fat 22/07/2007 04:13 GMT
87 so writing about it helps? 16/07/2007 06:28 GMT
88 not really an update 16/07/2007 05:14 GMT
89 (piece of meat) how it went 06/07/2007 01:57 GMT
90 strange night before 05/07/2007 06:57 GMT
91 i have an interveiw/audition! 03/07/2007 05:50 GMT
92 useless crap 01/07/2007 07:41 GMT
93 nervous social wreak/bdguy 30/06/2007 06:04 GMT
94 my day in note form 28/06/2007 03:23 GMT
95 mixed bag fairly happy 25/06/2007 12:07 GMT
96 escapism addict/ophelia 25/06/2007 07:12 GMT
97 boring wieght food obsessions / engaged soon? 24/06/2007 04:52 GMT
98 i'm an idiot. 22/06/2007 11:03 GMT
99 happy 20/06/2007 12:47 GMT
100 so stressed out/new job/boytown 14/06/2007 05:03 GMT
101 cant go to towns/ got job 07/06/2007 05:19 GMT
102 i've gone private now. 06/06/2007 05:25 GMT
103 N/A 04/06/2007 05:02 GMT
104 film guy/self diagnosis r/shipfood 03/06/2007 07:44 GMT
105 3 liner 03/06/2007 05:18 GMT
106 big update on my life since last friday 29/05/2007 10:46 GMT
107 out wit the old/selfish, jealous, pitiful thoughts 29/05/2007 04:50 GMT
108 square 1 27/05/2007 10:57 GMT
109 bingefest not happy jan 23/05/2007 06:16 GMT
110 random things from the week/end part 2 22/05/2007 12:59 GMT
111 crazymedsonmedsoff/exhausted 22/05/2007 07:25 GMT
112 week/end 20/05/2007 05:05 GMT
113 my friday at the course 18/05/2007 10:20 GMT
114 never thought they'd tell me this 15/05/2007 10:29 GMT
115 wierd msg / loopy and dangerous or wussy me? 14/05/2007 11:05 GMT
116 spun out in big W 12/05/2007 08:13 GMT
117 waiting for a lift 10/05/2007 05:51 GMT
118 film guys alright / i hate myspace it can rot 09/05/2007 11:03 GMT
119 work yesterday/guy from film course 08/05/2007 05:16 GMT
120 back to earth 07/05/2007 10:59 GMT
121 sex and my mums reputation 04/05/2007 05:40 GMT
122 disgusting but true thought/film coruse/fat/volunt 04/05/2007 02:37 GMT
123 stuff is happening to me!! because i'm happy!!!! 02/05/2007 09:27 GMT
124 N/A 26/04/2007 03:15 GMT
125 i hate writing about this 25/04/2007 01:25 GMT
126 woo i have short hair! 19/04/2007 06:53 GMT
127 subconsciously sabotaging my life 18/04/2007 09:01 GMT
128 is this an acting ad? sewage on me/t.v course 17/04/2007 04:04 GMT
129 working guilt trip / dead unknown celebraties 16/04/2007 12:28 GMT
130 my okay weekend 15/04/2007 06:05 GMT
131 unfortunate cycle 13/04/2007 03:52 GMT
132 thankyou / censors 12/04/2007 07:21 GMT
133 fix me 12/04/2007 01:52 GMT
134 no job 11/04/2007 05:21 GMT
135 What is Diversional Therapy? info 09/04/2007 07:42 GMT
136 finished for the day 08/04/2007 12:48 GMT
137 no work all week except today hurray eastersunday 07/04/2007 04:55 GMT
138 my binge episode/pattern i don't want to admit to. 05/04/2007 11:18 GMT
139 blah can't sleep yettt i don't like being so damn 04/04/2007 08:19 GMT
140 WHENiGROWup I wantTOpaintWHITE linesON the HIGHWAY 04/04/2007 07:35 GMT
141 my saturday part 2 03/04/2007 12:33 GMT
142 this morning [and my saturday part 1] 02/04/2007 06:51 GMT
143 ramblings 31/03/2007 03:15 GMT
144 working this morning 29/03/2007 06:03 GMT
145 no plans / binge / stress burst / 2 applies 28/03/2007 11:05 GMT
146 boring job hunting/binge track/slow/applying 27/03/2007 06:08 GMT
147 characters which stick i've let you down 26/03/2007 06:02 GMT
148 oh p boy catch my evaporated dream 23/03/2007 02:36 GMT
149 update wahtever 22/03/2007 01:05 GMT
150 5 kilo's you fat f***ing ompalompa 21/03/2007 07:11 GMT
151 dream/theatre/work/laugh/fat/easter 19/03/2007 11:13 GMT
152 peter falconio's gf / laughter vomit 18/03/2007 08:41 GMT
153 empty beer bottles and wheelbarrows at dusk 17/03/2007 09:56 GMT
154 crappy quiz answers 16/03/2007 07:16 GMT
155 i have internet again 16/03/2007 05:23 GMT
156 update 10/03/2007 07:59 GMT
157 broke again/disturbing baby dream/moving tomorrow 04/03/2007 06:23 GMT
158 my antigone dream/work/wokenenda 02/03/2007 12:31 GMT
159 flunking life so general it's pathetic 01/03/2007 06:01 GMT
160 anotherBORING bullsh*t entry 28/02/2007 07:28 GMT
161 my boss is back/i'm too short and fat/bye achieve 28/02/2007 05:16 GMT
162 getting there slowly/dont speak too soon 20/02/2007 11:15 GMT
163 binge embaressment how do i fix? 19/02/2007 06:58 GMT
164 digging my grave 18/02/2007 05:34 GMT
165 caravan i'm a germaphobe because of urine man 16/02/2007 05:23 GMT
166 notes/ work /character /ideas 14/02/2007 10:37 GMT
167 fatmanic bullsh*t boring blabing/muffin story/vday 13/02/2007 06:17 GMT
168 noparty/mowsnake/nonsexyquiz 11/02/2007 03:58 GMT
169 no call/paris dream/nigel/hungover 09/02/2007 11:49 GMT
170 negative storm always the triumphant 08/02/2007 01:42 GMT
171 proposterous purposeless 07/02/2007 06:08 GMT
172 job/routine/hatelife/money/misstheatre 02/02/2007 10:39 GMT
173 my job trial 25/01/2007 02:00 GMT
174 resume/toyworld/johovas/144/sneaky 23/01/2007 04:38 GMT
175 each day hungover minus alc/hole/i don't know 18/01/2007 06:34 GMT
176 quiz/fat 17/01/2007 09:19 GMT
177 ignorance/socialize/cheapdodgygirlfriend/big21/egg 16/01/2007 07:09 GMT
178 job applications/mitre10/blowup/calm distance/ bf 12/01/2007 04:07 GMT
179 another depressive dissapoointing slug-like entry 07/01/2007 09:18 GMT
180 unemployed/no dole/understand mum s/dad/bf 04/01/2007 08:02 GMT
181 dole bludger 03/01/2007 11:31 GMT
182 hungover recall 01/01/2007 05:03 GMT
183 and then 31/12/2006 01:59 GMT
184 grasshopper 29/12/2006 08:59 GMT
185 art can mean different things to diffferent people 27/12/2006 11:01 GMT
186 art can mean different things to diffferent people 27/12/2006 11:01 GMT
187 meaningless marks 23/12/2006 08:15 GMT
188 lazy sunday 23/12/2006 07:22 GMT
189 murderer/traitor to mothers + wannabe mothers 17/12/2006 07:28 GMT
190 in sickness and in health / not looking fwd 2 xmas 15/12/2006 09:06 GMT
191 my world alone 13/12/2006 06:58 GMT
192 it took 10 days to break me 13/12/2006 03:05 GMT
193 it took 10 days to break me 13/12/2006 03:05 GMT
194 now its over, what they said, what they'll do 29/11/2006 03:55 GMT
195 9 days inbetween 17-21 26/11/2006 05:35 GMT
196 inside a computer exploration / opening night 24/11/2006 07:48 GMT
197 cut voice = cut everything to 1/4 or less 23/11/2006 06:52 GMT
198 i think the wrong thoughts all my work is gone 22/11/2006 03:21 GMT
199 4 days to go 21/11/2006 05:57 GMT
200 sorry it bit / run through cue / director shoulder 20/11/2006 03:38 GMT
201 compulsive 19/11/2006 04:28 GMT
202 hope itty bitty fails 19/11/2006 04:16 GMT
203 forever fat complex 16/11/2006 04:36 GMT
204 my character...she's gone? 16/11/2006 02:31 GMT
205 blah audience blah bf blah fat% 14/11/2006 06:57 GMT
206 actors block / bullsh*t / 2 weeks to go 13/11/2006 07:26 GMT
207 places / bag lady / miss my bf 11/11/2006 10:56 GMT
208 bite/second act/amateur education students 09/11/2006 03:40 GMT
209 don't know bite play 07/11/2006 05:15 GMT
210 p.h. fat circus 03/11/2006 05:37 GMT
211 notes and p-boy vs. director 02/11/2006 11:09 GMT
212 printer tantrum/ flowers in the attic book/miss em 02/11/2006 04:16 GMT
213 temper beans/ run/ shakey rehearsal 27/10/2006 08:17 GMT
214 N/A 25/10/2006 06:50 GMT
215 loud bitches steeling my sleep 24/10/2006 04:43 GMT
216 apparently i'm ratty, permiscuous, tarty. pick. 21/10/2006 06:55 GMT
217 sex on display 20/10/2006 04:36 GMT
218 tired/scared of confidence/sleep 18/10/2006 08:28 GMT
219 i'm fat/ drama queen /i'm jealous 17/10/2006 05:21 GMT
220 brothers wedding part 1 / my boyfriend and ours? 15/10/2006 08:12 GMT
221 wierdie procrastination leakldgjb; 12/10/2006 05:29 GMT
222 notebook/can opener/shoelace 29/09/2006 03:08 GMT
223 life support 28/09/2006 04:33 GMT
224 my days home, lovesick. 27/09/2006 06:08 GMT
225 what my friend said to me today 23/09/2006 12:23 GMT
226 a tart 21/09/2006 06:32 GMT
227 teachers story/ norm/poem. criticism, if you will. 21/09/2006 04:45 GMT
228 sh*tty life body let down gross 16/09/2006 04:43 GMT
229 how you made me feel with all you didn't say 10/09/2006 04:43 GMT
230 sh*t class/real world failure/i never b an artist? 09/09/2006 05:40 GMT
231 f***/gymnastics/wierdmood/director/hard work/ 06/09/2006 03:20 GMT
232 fat/smoking/weak/actor/b/f/work/heart/enough 30/08/2006 05:42 GMT
233 play pressure uni brother fiance effected 28/08/2006 07:07 GMT
234 flutterbyefkt2nite!!!!!!! 24/08/2006 10:48 GMT
235 the part/auditioning/drained 17/08/2006 04:39 GMT
236 for me not for you 11/08/2006 03:00 GMT
237 back at uni for the last time 06/08/2006 08:07 GMT
238 update city kids/ country kids/ i feel like a baby 01/08/2006 01:18 GMT
239 awake 27/07/2006 08:49 GMT
240 3 quotes + my notes 23/07/2006 04:47 GMT
241 nasty review not on purpose / mum an i 22/07/2006 07:22 GMT
242 an exaggeration of what i feel right now 19/07/2006 07:06 GMT
243 an explanation of my last entry + finish uni quest 16/07/2006 07:31 GMT
244 i hate everyone else for being happy 15/07/2006 05:10 GMT
245 frustrated/losttv/cousin/marriage/addiction? 13/07/2006 06:56 GMT
246 home for the first time in a week an a half 11/07/2006 09:23 GMT
247 the show where i did nothing in particular 11/07/2006 04:11 GMT
248 mood swings 09/07/2006 06:47 GMT
249 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
250 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
251 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
252 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
253 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
254 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
255 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
256 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
257 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
258 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
259 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
260 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
261 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
262 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
263 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
264 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
265 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
266 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
267 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
268 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
269 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
270 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
271 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
272 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
273 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
274 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
275 my brothers girlfriend 08/07/2006 01:45 GMT
276 fat week/ meeting the bro's gf / which workout dvd 07/07/2006 09:21 GMT
277 general update of happier days. 02/07/2006 07:41 GMT
278 no title 28/06/2006 05:43 GMT
279 disapointed. 26/06/2006 06:48 GMT
280 someone hacked into my diary/unwanted/motivation? 25/06/2006 08:03 GMT
281 on the verge 22/06/2006 08:08 GMT
282 EXERPT FROM THE SUNDAY MAIL (i had an epiphany) 21/06/2006 06:11 GMT
283 a 50th an 3, 21sts 20/06/2006 12:16 GMT
284 ....i think i lead people on...? 15/06/2006 09:46 GMT
285 un-attractive thoughts/exam tomorrow/enflish girl 14/06/2006 05:35 GMT
286 wolf creek/detailed argument with mum 12/06/2006 04:13 GMT
287 bad habits/wasting time 09/06/2006 08:41 GMT
288 bitching about mum. not proud of it. 08/06/2006 06:48 GMT
289 flemmy 06/06/2006 07:47 GMT
290 i've just been confused but i'm not anymore 06/06/2006 01:04 GMT
291 what happened to us? 04/06/2006 07:09 GMT
292 do i love you? /holiday/routine/downward spiral 03/06/2006 12:03 GMT
293 statement/counterstatement/thanksmum 31/05/2006 07:38 GMT
294 its over 26/05/2006 09:52 GMT
295 N/A 24/05/2006 10:45 GMT
296 nerves/don't believe in love anymore/characternote 23/05/2006 10:14 GMT
297 my boyfriend doesn't appreciate art 21/05/2006 06:53 GMT
298 rehearsal/stamina/romeoandjuliet/town/cold 20/05/2006 07:50 GMT
299 bored/skinny girl/pins/lunch 13/05/2006 05:16 GMT
300 complimentary runner/actor/fitness 09/05/2006 02:27 GMT
301 my brothers new girlfriend 07/05/2006 08:39 GMT
302 victoria/emo c**ts/bittersweet/asia 30/04/2006 01:30 GMT
303 emotional/business in red/out tonight/un-patient 29/04/2006 12:49 GMT
304 looking for a distraction from my business ass/act 27/04/20